Blog on Lindsay Cummings' Holiday Book Givaway

Hey guys!

One thing you should know about me, is that I absolutely ADORE reading books, haha. When I read a good book I just get SO involved with it and its characters, it's wonderful. And that's why I MUST mention a givaway, not mine of course, but one from Lindsay Cummings! 

The author to The Murder Complex (to come on summer 2014) is making an amaizing givaway that I couldn't help but join and promote! You can read about it on her blog: http://www.lindsaycummingsblog.blogspot.com/

Basically, she's giving away copies of books that inspired her writing on The Murder Complex. 

The Books are:

• One ARC of "Requiem" by Lauren Oliver
• One ARC of "Unravel Me" by Tahereh Mafi
• ARC of "Shards&Ashes" by Melissa Marr and Kelley Armstrong

AND TO TOP IT ALL: 

• A SIGNED HARDCOVER OF "DIVERGENT" by one of my favorite authors ever, miss Veronica Roth *add little girl exitement squeel here* This got me even MORE exited on this giveaway, I think you can tell!

If you ckeck out the givaway and enter it you'll notice a way to get an entry is by posting a blog on it, you know, just in case you're wondering why I all of a sudden decided to promote book giveaways, besides this proved as an oportunity to post on my blog since I have'nt posted in so long. 

So yeah... That's basically it! GO CHECK IT OUT!

Just Done Crying Over Basically, Nothing.

Hey fellow blog readers... 

I decided to write after SO long, because, well, for the lack of a better word... I'm pissed. And I felt like I had to let it out somewhere. Don't worry, I don't think I'll be using any curse words. :)

So here it goes:
My brother is ... ugh ... ANNOYING. Today what he happened to do was to take the computer while I was using it (you see, we share a laptop, all 3 of us). Which got me mad at first since that's just plain disrespectful, and also, I can't even get distracted for two seconds because I get my stuff taken in my own house???
Then after I was already mad about that, my dad comes to defend me. "Good" I thought, at least there was someone on my side, right? No. You see, I have the bad habit to start... sobbing when I get extremely stressed out, or angry, or worried, or I feel like I'm under too much pressure. So, right at that moment I was so mad I started crying. 
My dad hates it when I cry. He absolutely HATES it. I dont know if he thinks its a sign of weakness, or he finds me just pathetic or whatever, the point is... He was scolding my brother, he stopped when he heard my cry-snif (I don't even know what that is called) and looked straight at me with this like, I don't know, angry jabali face or something and told me "THERE IS NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE CRYING. DON'T CRY OVER THIS" like, in a super pissed voice. 
Anyway I escaped from that madness into my room and he came a few seconds later, with the computrer and handed it to me. I sniffed again (I have to stop doing that in front of him) and he was like "and stop crying already!". Now, THAT was what got me pissed.

CAN I NOT CRY IN MY OWN HOUSE?! I'm still a girl for crying out loud, we're more sensitive, emotional. At least that's what I am telling myself. Like, I don't know if he has had more experience with my older brothers but I am a girl, I am a teenager for crying out loud, do I not get some pity?
... Okay, no. I don't want pity I just want him to understand. He has known me, his own dauhter, since I was born. Don't you think he should know why I am crying? I think he should...

Oh wait, this part: when he said "stop crying already!" I answered "I CAN'T help it, OKAY! I cry when I'm stressed out!" and he was like "Then STOP being stressed for crying out loud". And that line is what led me to this blog. Dont want me to be stressed, okay I'll bitch about you on the internet (on a blog that no one follows so far...).

Ugh,, guess I just wanted to put that out there. Maybe I AM pathetic, I dont even know.
Thanks for reading, and understanding (you know, if you actually understood). Comments / critiques are welcome, no curse words please.

Letter To Myself.

Smile, please?

Hey, 

I wish. With all my heart. To keep moving on. Even if you stay on your spot. 'Cause I won't wait and I won't look back. I won't waste my time. Say your words to my back. My ears won't listen, they are deaf to your words. Oh, so you stopped caring now? Tell me when you stop lying. Stop frowning and be happy. It's free you know? Happiness, I mean. Take advantage of it while you still can. 'Cause I already did. Believe me, its much better than slouching around. Though I never did, it lookes like you do. Smile. Do so until your cheeks hurt. Until your friends think you're a freak. Until you feal like a friggin' ray of sunshine. Listen. Make your own decisions. No one will for you. If they do, well they are idiots. Don't listen to them. Learn. From your mistakes and from other's. Don't let yourself be a doormat. . Its pathetic.  Stand up for yourself. Make your existence be remembered. Make it be worth it. 

-A Friend

I wrote this one random day not wanting to finish my homework. I could never really figure out if I wrote it for myself or one particular friend. I ike to think I wrote it for my friend, but I never sent it or anything. So, maybe it wasn't really for him, but for me? I'm not sure. I just thought this would be a nice way to start of my blog. 

Thanks for reading. :)

What Is This Blog About...?

So...

What Will I Post On This Blog?

Whatever I wan't really. After all is a blog about me. 

But, out of the top of my head I can just think of posting my thoughts here. My view points on things that are happening and controversial topics. I don't know how many people will agree with me, or disagree for that matter. But I would love to know (after all, what is that comment box down there for?) your view points on the topics I write about. 

 Well, yeah... That's basically what I wanted to say. Yeah...

Bye... (?)

BY THE WAY.

I would love some ideas on what topics to write here... Yeah? Thanks! 

Who Am I? (Introduction To Me And To My Blog)

Hello there... 

I thought it would be nice to introduce myself after that first post. So here you go:

My name is Megan (14) and I'm from Panamá. My hobbies include listening to music so often people find it annoying, checking my Tumblr dashboard, getting even more obsessed with Twitter by the minute, watching silly TV shows, playing The Sims 2, playing tennis, and painting my nails with Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious nail art designs.

ALRIGHT, so now that I'm done with the primary school introductions... Let's get down to business.

• I LOVE Paramore , and many other bands but they are ALWAYS first. My music taste is mainly rock (altenative, punk, indie, pop, and classic rock) but of course I like many other music genres (yeah, the mainstream ones... Techno and shit).
• I meant what I said about painting nail art desings, ITS SO MUCH FUN. Although I can just paint them weekly since my school wont allow painted nails (pfft...).
• I AM a Twitter addict. And I have no shame on that.
• I CONSTANTLY FANGIRL OVER MY BABIES (my favorite bands and artists). I WILL NOT SPAM THIS BLOG WITH IT THOUGH. THAT WOULD BE SO RUDE.

 

It was a pleasure to introduce myself to you,

Meg